Erni and Kim are over at my place now. I just cooked for them and they seem to enjoy it. Now they're watching "Oh Su Jung Get Carl!". Since i've watched it, i'm here sitting beside them writing in my blog.(:

This post is dedicated to you(: &you just don't know.

I've known you for quite long now but we're not that close. Not too long ago, i've fallen for you. I fell deep this time. And i ask myself why? Why you? Why all of a sudden? We are fated as far as i know. My mom once said good things come at three. I meet you for two times by accident. The first time, you were just another person to me. The second time, you got me. I guess you don't know that. Although the conversations between you and me maybe short, they mean so much to me. (:

Looks don't really matter to me but you look more than okay for me. I'm in love with the way you write, the way you smile, the way you laugh, your voice and the way you make me feel. I've had many crushes before you, but what's so special about you? I don't know how to say but i just know it. As far as i know, you don't know about what i feel. It don't really matter if you know or not because, I just want to be near you in one way or another. I don't have to be your girlfriend or anything. I just want to be with you, because i love the way you make me feel. The happiness i get when you say something or i see your face, is just unconditional. Sometimes when i hear things about you that i don't want to, it upsets me but what the hell, i can talk to you, i can see you so i just try to be happy again. And guess what, you never fail to make me smile with all the little conversations we have.(:

I get nervous around you but you don't know. I say stupid things to you and you probably think i'm a freak. But i don't care, because I'm just trying to capture all the chances i have to be close to you. Sureeee, somethings i've said to you can be really stupid and all, but why do i keep talking to you agian and again? I don't know where i've been getting all the courage to talk to you so much. Trust me i never ever had the courage to approach to someone i like first.
You are the very first.(:

So please, even if you don't know or even if you think i'm a freak, just stay the way you are. It's fine with me. You probably have somebody you love or anything but i don't really care because i'm head over heels for you. There maybe times you won't talk to me, There might be a time one day when you get together with someone, but until then just let me be the stupid little girl who talks stupid things to you. I don't really care what i mean to you because i've learnt we cant force a person to like something or do something. But i don't mind if you feel the same way for me too. I wish you do, i really do.(:

Love you always,
Me.

Okayyy that was long. Kim keeps laughing and i don't know why. So im gonna go annoy him. :D

Till then,
pansy.

P.S. I miss you. are you irritated by me? please don't, you don't know what you mean to me. Although i love the way you make me feel, it's gets harder sometimes to be going through all this without you having the slightest clue that you are the one.