Thursday, May 22, 2008











David Cook, even if you lost you'll always be my baby but you won~!! :D
hehehehehehe, and Man. U also won. yayyyyyyyyyyy
but if only you'd be here, life would be perfect.
I'm sorry for the way i treated you,
I'm sorry for hiding things away from you,
I'm sorry for not being the one to say hi first,
I'm sorry for acting like i don't care about you,
I'm sorry for not saying sorry when i should have,
I'm sorry for ignoring you,
I'm sorry for realising too late,
And I'm sorry i never told you that you've always been the one that i love.
All i want is you, there is no one else, who can take your place.
There i said it. But i don't you'll be reading it and even if you did, you won't know it's you anyways. (:
till then,
pansy






jotted down by pikaidiota- on 11:45 AM

Sunday, May 18, 2008
Starting off today i woke up and slept again for so long. lols. Then went to boon lay with my friend to her friend's house to scan some documents. After that off to city hall to eat at New York New York, it was her treat this time. :D

And after that the most amazing thing happened. Ray's *scandalendar*'s already at the shop. I was so happy and took a lot of those. hehe.

Anyways i'm just sooo happpy to have his picture to look at. =]
It makes me so happy cause' he's the only guy who makes my heart skip a beat even when my mom is right beside me and when im holding three teddy bears. lols
I'm gonna watch *Le grand chef* now. =]

i'll post some pics later.

till then,
pansy

jotted down by pikaidiota- on 10:09 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008
It's been so long since i last blogged. I've decided to start again now, so welcome to my world =]

There's been a lot happening over these past few months. Memories i'd like to keep and some i simply just want to forget but i cant. I don't know where to start. So i guess i'll update more later. =]

p.s. i'm gonna start a new chapter in my life, and hopefully make myself a better me. (:

pansy

jotted down by pikaidiota- on 10:13 AM