Somehow i can't post youtube videos now. But found a song that says everything everything i want ot say to you. Don't worrry im still trying to forget you.
here's the song. btw, please go check it out on youtube sometimes, the girl from UK composed and sang it, great vocals,, beautiful lyrics.
The last to know
Jennifer Rafferty
If there's a reason, that you're leavin'
won't you tell me why
So many questions, left unanswered
You keep them all inside
when im with you, when you're near me
You feel so far away
You wanna hold me, you need to tell me,
but there's nothing you can say
Chorus
I was the last to know,
the only one who couldn't see
I was the last to know
How much you wanted to be with me
If only I had known
That I was tearing you apart
If only you had known
I would have given you my heart
Too scared to let you know
How much I need you
I need you here to stay
and if you're feeling, the way I'm feeling
then I wish that you would say
It's such a waste of time, to have to say goodbye
if we both feel the same
if we nver say what we are feeling
then we have ourselves to blame
Jennifer Rafferty
If there's a reason, that you're leavin'
won't you tell me why
So many questions, left unanswered
You keep them all inside
when im with you, when you're near me
You feel so far away
You wanna hold me, you need to tell me,
but there's nothing you can say
Chorus
I was the last to know,
the only one who couldn't see
I was the last to know
How much you wanted to be with me
If only I had known
That I was tearing you apart
If only you had known
I would have given you my heart
Too scared to let you know
How much I need you
I need you here to stay
and if you're feeling, the way I'm feeling
then I wish that you would say
It's such a waste of time, to have to say goodbye
if we both feel the same
if we nver say what we are feeling
then we have ourselves to blame
jotted down by pikaidiota- on 11:46 AM