I'm here again, trying not to write about you. But honestly, my blog is the only place I know that I can let myself free, without annoying anyone. I know this is stupid, to be still thinking about you but I don't think there's anything wrong with it. I just like you, and I'm not waiting for you. It's always been you, always. I just didn't realised. Until I find someone who can finally replace you in my life, I'll still write about you. I'm going to say it again, because you're the closest i have to love.

Anyways, many things remind me of you. Like the song above for example. Here are some of the lyrics that i can really relate to :

Goodbye my almost lover,

Goodbye my hopeless dream,

I'm trying not to think about you,

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance,

My back is turned on you ,

Should've known you'd bring me heartache,

Almost lovers always do.

And these are the truth from my heart, be happy. I want you to be.

You let go,so now its my turn.I can accept that,but when i find happiness,don't decide you love me.

Being with you is so dysfunctionalI really shouldn't miss you,but I can't let you go

there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life no matter whom I'm with.

everyday i have to fight back the urge to text you, or call you, telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.

if i could have a dance with you,i'd pick a song that never ends

sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is the one thing you never had.

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I do not have.

No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one.

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

You're my favorite hope,my favorite try.You're my favorite letdown,my favorite goodbye.

I swear it's you that I waited for,I swear it's you that my heart beats for.

Till then,

pansy.(: