How time flies. It's like my first day of Sec 3 was yesterday. Sigh, good and bad memories through this school year that i will remember. And hopefully all my classmates will be in my class again next year. :)
Anyways, I've been a total pig lately. I'm half the day on the bed. I seriously should get out.
Last night, I had one of those happy moments i'll always remember.
Anyways, I've been a total pig lately. I'm half the day on the bed. I seriously should get out.
Last night, I had one of those happy moments i'll always remember.
Hey you,
Last Saturday, I had this awkward moment with you. I was so embarrassed, I didn't know how to start a conversation with you again. And as expected I thought you really hated me then. Like always a bad dream follows. But then surprisingly, the next day after that oh so bad dream, it was one of the best dream i had about you. Seriously, It felt so real and i can't help but smile when i think about it.
So last night, I made up all my courage to start a conversation with you that didn' t sound so awkward but casual. And as always, it worked. yayyy :D
There this part of you that i'm very attracted. This part of you that knows how to go with the flow. Most guys, they don't know how to flow with the way i talk and all. So i usually get annoyed by them and stuff. But with you, how can i get tired of you? You know just the right words to say. Just the right words to bring this awkard yet happy smile on my face. :)
I'm happy with the way we talk and everything and i'm happy with what we are now. I guess we are friends right? But sometimes, being a girl, i can't help but wonder if you'll ever feel the same about me. Sometimes i wonder if you are also this shy person like i am. Strong on the outside, fragile in the inside. I don't really know, but i'm trying to.
I don't expect anything from you but sometimes you give me too much hope. Seriously. I've been noticing your custom message for a week or two now. When we didn't talk for one day you wrote "It hurts", the second day we didnt talk you wrote "it hurts more" and on the third day "you wrote it hurts even more". So i talked to you, and your custom message suddenly changes to something else. Should i wonder something? I don't know. Then again this week, you did the same thing, it's just that we only didnt talk for 2 days, So yesterday i talked to you and guess what, you changed it again. I don't know if it's just pure coincidence or not but this is too much for a girl like me who thinks a lot. Don't do that, really. It's like you're poking holes in my heart.
Then there's one more thing that i hate and love at the same time about you. All the songs you share with me. They're all nice yet carry a message. I wish you'd mean everything those songs were telling me but at the same time, i know you're only showing it to me because they are good but not because of it's lyrics. But sometimes really, the songs makes me think too much. Stop it please.
Lastly, if you're not going to ask me out or anything, don't give hints or anything that might make me get to that subject.
But really, i always hope there's something more you'd say to me.
Love,
me.
Last Saturday, I had this awkward moment with you. I was so embarrassed, I didn't know how to start a conversation with you again. And as expected I thought you really hated me then. Like always a bad dream follows. But then surprisingly, the next day after that oh so bad dream, it was one of the best dream i had about you. Seriously, It felt so real and i can't help but smile when i think about it.
So last night, I made up all my courage to start a conversation with you that didn' t sound so awkward but casual. And as always, it worked. yayyy :D
There this part of you that i'm very attracted. This part of you that knows how to go with the flow. Most guys, they don't know how to flow with the way i talk and all. So i usually get annoyed by them and stuff. But with you, how can i get tired of you? You know just the right words to say. Just the right words to bring this awkard yet happy smile on my face. :)
I'm happy with the way we talk and everything and i'm happy with what we are now. I guess we are friends right? But sometimes, being a girl, i can't help but wonder if you'll ever feel the same about me. Sometimes i wonder if you are also this shy person like i am. Strong on the outside, fragile in the inside. I don't really know, but i'm trying to.
I don't expect anything from you but sometimes you give me too much hope. Seriously. I've been noticing your custom message for a week or two now. When we didn't talk for one day you wrote "It hurts", the second day we didnt talk you wrote "it hurts more" and on the third day "you wrote it hurts even more". So i talked to you, and your custom message suddenly changes to something else. Should i wonder something? I don't know. Then again this week, you did the same thing, it's just that we only didnt talk for 2 days, So yesterday i talked to you and guess what, you changed it again. I don't know if it's just pure coincidence or not but this is too much for a girl like me who thinks a lot. Don't do that, really. It's like you're poking holes in my heart.
Then there's one more thing that i hate and love at the same time about you. All the songs you share with me. They're all nice yet carry a message. I wish you'd mean everything those songs were telling me but at the same time, i know you're only showing it to me because they are good but not because of it's lyrics. But sometimes really, the songs makes me think too much. Stop it please.
Lastly, if you're not going to ask me out or anything, don't give hints or anything that might make me get to that subject.
But really, i always hope there's something more you'd say to me.
With each day,
With each word that comes from you,
With each little fact i get to know about you,
With each thoughts about you,
With each twisted fate,
My love for you grows.
I've wonder how to melt your heart of stone,
I know I'm far from perfect,
And I know i'm not the kind of girl you want,
But is it wrong that you're all that i want?
With each word that comes from you,
With each little fact i get to know about you,
With each thoughts about you,
With each twisted fate,
My love for you grows.
I've wonder how to melt your heart of stone,
I know I'm far from perfect,
And I know i'm not the kind of girl you want,
But is it wrong that you're all that i want?
Love,
me.
jotted down by pikaidiota- on 11:50 PM